The Charlie Angelz

da truth

2004-09-29T16:25:00.000+08:00

its been days or rather weeks since i last post any 'story'..
hmm, well, Silat bbq at east coast was great.. i did enjoy myself tat day.. Ma ADIF also went to the bbq, but too bad he was TOO shy to socialise.. haha.. I really njoy da company of most of ma pesilat there..
today, what i intend to post is about ma true feelings.. ma own opinion on anything or anyone i could think right now.
Firstly, on ADIF, i know i have not been showing ma true feelings towards you that much, but jus want u to noe that i love and care for u more than what u can imagine.. I couldn't imagine what will happen to me if u were to say those sentences to me on that Sunday. i'm so glad u didn't. Ma love for u has always been true and strong and it will always remain this way, so pls dun doubt ma feelings baby.. we've been together for a month now, and i'm still "hungry" for u babe.. haha..
Next up, Zainal aka Enal..
U have been a wonderful fren.. Ur mum must be proud to have you as her son. (wahh!) but, seriously, i'm really glad that u are ma fren.. Susah nak cari kawan mcm gini.. you are always there for me when i needed help or need any advices.. I really appreciate your kindness and willingness to help.. I owe u alot.. Actually, i gota lot to say bout Enal, but i just couldn't put it to words.. All i have to say is thank you for being ma fren..
Dyana is next..
You, hmm.. well what can i say.. we've been frens for only 2 years and you've already know me inside out.. 2 years, same school, same class, same group, same cca, almost same name.. tak jelak ke..haha.. Hope not ya.. Thanks sis for just being there for me.. thanks for all those papers that u have helped me to photocopy.. haha.. not only that laR, of course.. You are among those that can 'tahan' ma 'perangai' and also ma jokes.. Dun take ma jokes to heart ait, those are just.. jokes.. haha.. Stay funny and 'SELENGE' always..
I guess, these are the 3 main person that are important to me right now.. I know that there is Era, Shufi, Anuar, Ariffin and others that i did not mention.. If i were to write on each and everyone of u, i won't have time to do ma project.. so, understand sikit ar.. ait.. i'm outz..

2004-09-21T10:39:00.000+08:00

mar.. Ni har aku da tukar kan ko template ni... harap ko suka ye...

phew..

2004-09-13T11:44:00.000+08:00

ok ok enal, im updating now.. haha..
Actually, i kinda have nothing to write about, ma mind in a mess, total mess. Had a fight wid Adif last saturday. I really didn't know it was cuming, suddenly only dia mengamok.. But it was partially ma mistake also laR.. i put up an angry face in front of him.. i didn't even look at him when he talk to me.. Knowing that he hates me giving him that kind of attitude, i still do it.. that's why his blood go upstairs.. Well, i have ma reason for doin what i did ok.. Bukan sengaje nak buat orang marah.. He make me wait for him for like 2 hours sey.. Tertdo mar pat canteen.. Ma blood also go upstairs sey.. Den i thought k la, since Adif da sampai, we'll proceed wid our plan ar, but no, he didn't.. He send me home straight.. I still remember his words.. "AKU MALAS NAK LAYAN KAU LAGI AR, JUMPE AKU JE MUKE KAU MCM TAIK, KAU GI BALIK SUA!!" I was so shocked when i heard those words cuming frm his mouth.. Anyway, i dun intend to continue.. Just to conclude that Adif and I da ok now..
Ma assessment is on this cuming wednesday.. i'm still not confident in any of da skills yet.. Usually, by this time, i would be quite confident in doing most of da skills.. I dun noe why, i just couldn't get it in ma head.. I hope i can pass, at least a B, i would be satisfied..
Now, for ma elective, i have to do a website on one stupid topic, which i totally got no idea what it's all about.. best part is that this website thingy is ma ICA. I'M SO DEAD THIS YEAR. I dun know if i've already said it in ma previous post, but i'm going to say it again, YEAR 2 SUX!!
PeAce OuT gUyzz!! maR's ouT..

hello there

2004-09-06T13:52:00.000+08:00

ass'kum smue.. well3, been quite a while since i last wrote in.. sorry peepzz. Well, last saturday, i followed ma sista to her friend's b'day party pat east coast.. Imagine goin to a k-wat party.. Happening sey.. u get to see all kinds of "these" type of people.. Yg besar, yg kecik, yg pretty, yg ugly, yg big, yg small, SEMUA!!! Really an eye-opener for me sey.. Some even came wid their boyfriends.. I wonder how they do it... haha.. ISH.. Overall, i did enjoy maself there.. laughing and joking wid them.. Fun ar.. nice bunch of people.. Actually, i kind of admire them.. Seriously, they are da people that dares to be who they really want to be. Dun care of what others might say.. Just doing what they really enjoy most.. That's what life should be all about rite?!?! DOING THINGS THAT U LIKE AND LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST. I would be the happiest girl in da world if i am able to do any one things that i like doing most.. (actually, i dun understand this sentence).. oh well, what da heck..
Are u happy people?!? I dun think i am.. I think im juz tryin to be da bubbly girl everyone thinks i am, but.. hmm.. Wouldn't want to carry on.. Let's talk about other stuff instead ya..
Later at 6pm, im goin to meet da seller for ma adidas tee.. Yesh aR.. haha.. At last.. (by da way, enal, this is not da ABBE, nie yg lagi satu girl.. haha) Dun think i can trust that ABBE.. Kunyit btul ar.. Wateve laR..
Today ma class start at 5pm, and here i am already in school.. How hardworking can i get.. Its only freaking 2.21pm people.. Wateva la.. gotta go do ma HS2036 questions.. See Ya People..

TiRed laR....

2004-08-27T00:14:00.000+08:00

Have not been sleeping well these past few days.. Class start at 8am, but sleep at 3am.. so clever.. Eyes now like panda.. walk also like drunkard.. im so shagged.. ARGHGHGHRGH!!! someone plz help me..
today's class was so draggy.. i was practically sleeping for the whole 4 lectures.. in one minute, i think i've yawned about 5 times.. TERUK SEY... after i had ma lunch, baru fresh sikit.. biasa laR, makan, saper tak nak.. haha..
after ma 2hr break, it started again.. eyes started to get real heavy.. legs started to imitate zombie's style of walking.. brain started to reject all information.. everything juz shut down.. that's when everybody started to ask me questions.. "mar, r u ok?" "mar, y look so sad?" "mar, r u really ok?" "mar, who bully u?" "mar, what's wrong?" etc... my ans was,.. IM OKIE, JUZ FEELING TIRED... THAT'S ALL.. DUN WORRY.. ( how concern ma frens are..) maybe its PMS.. i dun noe.. oh well.. who cares.. all i noe im tired.. and i need to sleep, asap.. if not i'll go bonkers..
Test coming and still lazying around.. im really not sure whether or not i can survive this year.. YEAR 2 SUX.. Big time.. So much work, presentation, class, etc.. HAIZZZZzz.. When will all this end???!?!?! im drowning people.. HELP... better stop here.. i'll end it with this sentence..

HE WHO LOOKS OUTSIDE, DREAMS, WHILE HE WHO LOOKS INSIDE, AWAKES..

maR's back on da tracks..

2004-08-18T23:54:00.000+08:00

waddup people.. Hmmm, its been months huh.. single life's great.. no worries, no disturbance, no nerve-wrecking moments.. rilekz je.. SWEET.. i feel good, la la la la la la la..
jus got back frm so-called silat training.. ran 10 rounds in da stadium.. (as usual).. did some kicking abit, pas tu gi mandi.. boring kan.. Haiz.. wen amk wid Anuar n bro, Dan, Izzat and Suzi.. makan la, Duh.. lapar gilerz.. Bual more wid Anuar abt stuff.. Serious matter.. (definately, not abt silat).. haahaa.. Well, Anuar, think about wat i've said.. Mar mintak maaf kalo ade tersilap kate tadi eh.. Hope everything goes well.. Insyallah..
sejak semenjak nie, i've been laughing alot la.. mcm da over gitu.. but, people, i can't control it kan.. it's juz so ticklish.. muahahaha.. (it's starting again).. and i'll tend to think abt past jokes tat people tell me, and i'll add up wid da new ones.. that is wat tat makes me laugh so hard..
I still remember abt "Wak n Ed's joke", i still remember abt Anuar saying abt "his sister audition", i still remember abt Ipin's joke, (that one joker of da year).. and a lot more.. Muahahahaha... oops..
i dun wan to get fat easily.. Like wat Enal said, "ketawe bleh senang gemuk tau, senang hati pe.." Ish, tak mau laR..
oh well, gtg now, class starts at 12.05pm tomorrow.. 4 lecture straight.. meletup jugak nie bontot.. (".) k laR.. chiao!!!

2004-07-20T21:50:00.000+08:00

Yo pplz... sorri la aku dah lame tak update.. now i'm searching for e most suitable..nicest.. beautifullest template to change la.. so bear wif me ya..

complicated

2004-07-13T19:25:00.000+08:00

wat a darn boring day.. Firstly, had to go to school for only one pathetic(correct spelling rite?!) tutorial.. from 11 to 12.. Only an hour.. waste tme only, might as well sleep at home rite?!??! after class, went to e plaza to check ma mail, do some CMS, send some online msgs, etc... stayed until 4pm.. oh ya, met Hamsan juz now.. hehe.. gave him da invitation card, talk skejap, den he went off.. BORING!! Had lunch wid Ipin.. and of course wid dyana too.. Hmmm.. Didn't do much today anyway..
Why is it so COMPLICATED..
Which is better?? Being single or attached.. Think carefully people.. Tough question, i know.. I can't even answer ma own question.. Damn.. One thing i know, i miss him.. yes, i've said it.. I MISS HIM.. it's hard 2 forget someone whom u were in love with for quite a long time.. U used to spend time together, eat together, laugh and joke together, cry together, EVERYTHING.. i'm so used to have him by ma side everyday that i find it weird to walk along orchard road alone.. GOD, why am i saying all this.. i shouldn't be thinking about him.. STOP IT!!! Cheers people..

Tink abt it sistaz....

2004-06-04T13:44:00.000+08:00

Why must love exists,
Are they for real,
Or to juz hurt our feelings,
Why do they make us cry,
And suffer for tat sumone,
Love is so unfair,
Cuz tat sumone nvr care,
We stay awake juz to think of them,
But instead a silent cry wuz kept,
Have thay ever close their eyes,
And dream to be wit us,
Love hurts a lot,
Make us pray non-stop,
For tat sumone to be aware,
Tat their feelings are to be shared,
so,careful wen fallin' in luv,
Cuz u may juzbreak dwn and cry....

~Love ur enemies juz in case ur frenz turn out 2 b a bunch of bastards~

Waddup sistaz....

2004-05-31T14:26:00.000+08:00

Camekom pple...era in da hse...finaly i managed to post sumtng..hmm,all dese blog stuffz r new to ma..hehe...nwae,exam results r out n yup,i PASSED!...hehe...studied hard for it man..how has it been doing for ya sistaz...damn,nxt wk da attachmnt seh..haiz,back to cleaning pple's butt...hahaa...nasib baik tis time duit masuk seh..it get pretty boring seh sitting ard at hm...eat,sleep,shit...hahaha...been looking ard for a part time job.. its soo hard eh...i need da stash man!...im damn broke...oh ya sistaz,naz is planning to sell off his scrambler...waddya tink...cuz it seems tat da bike is takng its toll on him n his pay...hmmm...ntah la,asalkan dia bahagia dah..guez tts abt it sis..post often aight..hear fr u guys...PEACE...

maR's HerE..

2004-05-24T20:15:00.000+08:00

well3, da first to write.. wat telah happen today??!! ok here goes..
Woke up at 5am, get dress and went to work at Clementi.. What a long journey.. Nothing interesting at work.. Still da same old faces, doing da same thing.. By da way, now working wid Ed.. Quite fun laR, at least got friends there.. Reach home at about 8pm, now, busy thinking of what to write in here.. Didn't go Silat training today, too tired laR.. Sorry Brothers and Sisters..
"kau kata kau cintai ku sepenuhnya. Kau kata kau sayang ku untuk selamanya. Sehinggakan kau sanggup korbankan segalanya untuk hidup bersama dengan ku. Bolehkah aku percaya kata2 manis mu itu?? Adakah kata2 itu semua benar ataupun sekadar untuk melegakan hati ku.."
Before i signed off, here's a little intro about little ole me..
--> Mardiana; maR
--> 18 yrs
--> Nanyang Poly
--> Loud, Bubbly, Crazy
--> Naughthy, Sexy, Bitchy
--> PINK, BLACK
--> SLEEP, SLEEP and SLEEPppzzz

2004-05-21T13:33:00.000+08:00

Sorry this blog is still under construction. Just born today.